Friday, September 3, 2010

Wolves in Sheep's Clothing

"I know he awaits at the threshold, don't let him in, no, don't let him in. Though he is dressed like the rest of us, he has the Jackal's eyes, the Jackal's eyes!" -The Un-Manifest by Haste the Day

I'd like you to read the following Bible passage, but first I want to set a tone. The Bible is a beautifully written Book. The analogies and parables contained insided are not rivaled by any mere man-made work. Read this passage, and focus. Focus on the beauty of the content.

[7] So Jesus again said to them, “Truly, truly, I say to you, I am the door of the sheep. [8] All who came before me are thieves and robbers, but the sheep did not listen to them. [9] I am the door. If anyone enters by me, he will be saved and will go in and out and find pasture. [10] The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly. [11] I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep. [12] He who is a hired hand and not a shepherd, who does not own the sheep, sees the wolf coming and leaves the sheep and flees, and the wolf snatches them and scatters them. [13] He flees because he is a hired hand and cares nothing for the sheep. [14] I am the good shepherd. I know my own and my own know me, [15] just as the Father knows me and I know the Father; and I lay down my life for the sheep. [16] And I have other sheep that are not of this fold. I must bring them also, and they will listen to my voice. So there will be one flock, one shepherd. (John 10:7-16 ESV)

We are the Sheep. Jesus is the Shepherd. Look at the italics and see just how much beauty Jesus creates to draw a comparison for the love He has for His sheep.

Shepherds were shepherds from birth. In biblical times, they lived and breathed sheep. I'm sure as a young man growing up with a particular flock of sheep would merit the same emotional connection as a child growing up with a puppy. The love a shepherd had for his sheep went several layers deep. The sheep were the shepherd's livlihood, and he would do anything to protect them from wolves and other threats such as thieves and murderers. A constant watch had to be kept in order to ensure the flock's safety. If one went missing, a good shepherd would go off to fetch it after making sure the other sheep were safe in their pen. Just as a sword is an extension of a Samurai's self, the flock was an extension of the shepherd, going where he commands, and guided with skill and precision. He takes the sheep where the grazing is good. He doesn't deliberately lead them off cliffs or through thickets, but sometimes the sheep wandered. After all, sheep are stupid. If a sheep is leading the flock, and it jumps over a stick, the following flock will proceed to jump over the stick even if the stick is removed.

The point is sheep need a Shepherd to survive well. Sheep are defenseless. We are defenseless. Ever felt that way? Re-read the passage and double check me on this: Jesus will do anything for His sheep. He will do anything for us. Just as a good shepherd loves his sheep, so Jesus love His children. Jesus even mentions that there are some of His sheep not in the fold. Does this refer to those that currently don't believe in Jesus' sacrifice that will within their lifetime? Some will also say this is Christ referring to the liberation of the Gentiles through His death on the cross. However you want to look at it, if you're unsaved, Jesus has His eyes on you too. Eyes of love. Eyes screaming repentance to bring you into a love of Jesus rather than a fear or anxiety of Him.

I guess the bottom line is for us all to wake up to the struggles that are in the world. The wolves are coming to try to steal from the fold. Don't let them in, no don't let them in. Rather look to the Good Shepherd for protection, and He will give it to you without hesitation.

Now, Redeemed, arise! Stand up! Take your place with Jesus and the beauty He has bestowed on His followers!

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Thursday, September 2, 2010

War

What if we could take up arms in a war that's not politically-charged and media-hyped? What if we could put our energy into something useful? Something of value? What if we could carry weapons not to kill, but to change and love and correct? What if we could soldier in a conflict that made use of our generation's creativity and talent with no holds barred?
The problem isn't that we're trying to fight the war and losing. Oh, no, this war is already won. We know the future on this one. It's just a matter of time.
No, the problem is that we're not fighting. We are too complacent to care. We just want to go to work and come home and chill. Play some games, eat some food, and then hit the sack to prepare to do it again in the morning. This is wrong. This is sin. This needs help. We need help. You and I need help.
We're Americans, we're practically born into complacency. Doesn't matter if our parents are Baptist, Catholic, Presbyterian, or Methodist, American Christians are neutered Christians, ashamed of Jesus to the point of not talking about Him outside of the "safe zone": Church. If we do talk about Jesus outside of church, we're so out of practice that it sounds fake; it's like we're just nuts talking about aliens. No one listens. Why? Because we don't live like Christ even existed.

See, Truth is, we are in a war. We're in many wars. I'm not talking about politics or government. I'm talking about the "real" world: our lives. Because in the end, even if our American freedoms are taken away from us, even if we lose to terrorist groups overseas or even in our homeland, the war that occurs in real life still exists and is being waged up until the day we die. We either follow Christ or we don't. People try to over-complicate this concept. I won't. It's a do or die type scenario. One that we can't afford to die on.
Listen, we don't want God to spit us out of His mouth for being lukewarm.

Christ should excite us, not just at concerts or revivals. "You were made to burn, and let the whole world see" -For Today-Breaker-Seraphim

Fight the Good Fight. Give God the Glory.

"If God is for us, than who can stand against us?"-Romans 8:31

We are in a war that is already won. Lets start fighting like Christ's sacrifice is real.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

To the Enslaved [And The Free...?]

I just realized that there is some interesting "dialectic thinking" in the New Testament. Jesus says that He came to set those who believe in Him free from their sin [John 8:36]...yet Paul says in Romans [and elsewhere] that we are slaves to God [Rom. 6:22]. So which is it?? Well obviously, it has to be both!

As soon as we are born, we are born bad, not good [the human condition]. There is nothing good we can do that has eternal value while we are under this state [Rom. 3:23]. This poses a problem. Heaven as we all know it, is perfect, and we can't go bringing our crap-lives into it and still call it perfect. That's when Jesus steps in, takes our place [dies for us], and resurrects [leaving sin in the tomb]. Thus opening the gateway for all who believe in Him to get to be where He resides forever: Heaven. Therefore He has set us free from the bondage of sin [wrongdoing. That thing that we could do nothing but until Jesus stepped in....]. We [saved Christians] have been freed from the grip of sin, and now have the freedom to choose to do good. This is new. Before we could only do evil, and now we have the choice to do good. So we're free right?? Sounds like it until we hit something like Romans 6:22 which says: But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves of God...

Paul's point: We're always slaves to something. Well, actually, we're always slaves to one of two things: 1. Jesus 2. Ourselves [sin]. Conversely, if we are slaves to one of those two things, we are free from the other [that's where we see phrases like "free from sin" and phrases like "free from righteousness-Rom. 6:20]. Paul continues to extrapolate in Romans 6, saying the consequences of our voluntary slavery ["you present yourselves...as obedient slaves" Rom. 6:16].
The consequence are this if we choose ourselves :
But what fruit were you getting at that time from the things of which you are now ashamed? For the end of those things is death.
(Romans 6:21)


The consequence of choosing obedient slavery to Jesus is this:
But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves of God, the fruit you get leads to *sanctification and its end, eternal life.
(Romans 6:22 )


*Sanctification is the process whereby we are continually growing more like Jesus*
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Friday, August 20, 2010

To All Who Exist- The Brink

I was on my way to transfer a patient out of ICU when I heard a Code Blue [Adult Medical Emergency]...on ICU. I proceeded to get my equipment, hoping that the code was not the patient I needed to transfer. Fortunately it was not. It was one room over. As I introduced myself to my patient, we struck up casual conversation between him, his family, and myself. We talked about the Eagles, his condition, and so on. Even when I was just one thin wall away from a coding patient, I still didn't realize that we are all on the Brink.

The Brink is the line between life and death that no one can control.

We all forget about the Brink. It's not until a loved one is injured or dies that we think of it, or when the consequences are forced upon us by some thriller/action movie. But the Brink is more real than a movie, and more widespread than just our families...the Brink is upon us all.

We, as humans, have a fear of the unknown. Some try to hide it, but we all know it's there. If it weren't we wouldn't be...human. We all fear the Brink. The Brink is unknown.

When we turn to face the Brink, we have two decisions. Humanity is boiled down into two options: Purpose, or No Purpose? "There are two kinds of people in this world. Those that see signs, and those that see coincidence. The question is, which one are you?"-Mel Gibson, Signs.

If there is no purpose, we should all just kill ourselves now and end this game. However, if things happen for a reason, then we have something to search for; we have a reason to live. Many people have different ideas as to what purpose we're all living for. Those ideas are called religion. Religion is mankind striving for answers. For some, science is religion, for others it could be Buddhism, Catholicism, or Islam.

Mine is Christianity how the Bible describes it: Your soul belongs to Jesus or Hell. Jesus is the ONLY way to heaven, and one must accept the miraculous life, death, and burial of Jesus in order to receive his gift: answers.

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Remember, you exist in the Brink. Welcome to Security. Welcome to Jesus.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Three Steps: From Wrong to Right

We all, as humans, have those moments when we say something that completely devastates our best friend. It really doesn’t matter if we “meant it” or not; we still let it slip. I really do not think that there is such an instance when someone “didn’t mean” what they said. Every word we say is for a reason, and what we do has a motive behind it. But what can we do? We’ve just said something detrimental to our friend, on a personal level that we know we should not have said. Even if it was the truth, there were better ways to share it than the way we just chose. There is a quote from the movie The Village that I think could help speak into these situations: “The world moves for love. It kneels before it in awe.” Love will be the mediator that will come between us and our friend to try to mend the broken relationship. There are three ways to put a patch on what we’ve just said to our friend: realize, react, and restore.

The first thing that must happen to fix the relationship is to humble ourselves and take responsibility for the wrong we’ve done. How many times a day do we hurt people without even realizing it? We do wrong things all the time without turning around and making it right. The lies we tell our parents, children, and spouses often go unnoticed or justified in our minds. There’s no need to own our wrong if they deserve it. That way of thinking is completely motivated by self, not love. Remember that love is what will motivate us to fix the relationship. One of the writers of the Bible, Paul, says this in his letter called First Corinthians: “[If I] understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.”

Realizing is not where we stop “righting our wrong”. In order to truly own our wrongdoing, we need to act on what we’ve just realized. Responding is the next step to a renewed relationship. A humble apology is in order. We need to take responsibility for what we’ve done by walking up to our friend and saying, “I really screwed up. What I said earlier was way out of line, and I meant it for harm, not for good. Please forgive me for saying those things to you, and consequently hurting our friendship.” [emphasis mine]. Sometimes “sorry” doesn’t heal the harm. I know I have hurt friends even more by just saying “sorry”. Sometimes we owe our friends more than that. By asking for their forgiveness, it shows them that we mean it. Forgiveness goes much deeper than a “Whoops, I’m sorry”. Forgiveness doesn’t hide. It shows that we know what we did wrong It shows that we understand that we mean what we said. We need to be on the same page about the hurtful things we’ve communicated. Once we’ve called our wrong for the ugliness it really is, it is time to change.

Restoring the relationship is often a hard, ugly process not devoid of hurt and sorrow. Some people never find restoration from the people they’ve wronged, and rightfully so. If someone drives drunk and kills a family member, we may be able to forgive them, but we’re probably not going to act as if it never happened. There are consequences that forgiveness may not be able to remove in every case. If the friend we transgressed is not willing to make an immediate restoration, than we need to be humble and accept that. We deserve what we’re getting; we’re the transgressors. We messed up and deserve some kind of consequence for what we’ve done. Sometimes restoration isn’t available right away, but once we change our actions, it may become available after our friend realizes that we’re serious about changing. Our love for our friend needs to help us persevere through this stage. As I said, it can hurt, but if/once restoration is made, it is cause to rejoice! We need to randomly throw an invite out to lunch to give an appropriate reaction to our renewed relationship! Restoration should always be the goal when we’ve hurt one of our loved ones. If it isn’t, then we probably have selfish intents. Selfishness, not hate, is the opposite of love. Love is all about the other person. It cares about others more than ourselves.

Restoration is supreme once it occurs, and only love can motivate us to get there. It will take a lot of personal sacrifice, and possibly tears, but it is always worth it. Our friendships should not be sacrificed because we aren’t willing to realize, react, and restore. The Village also says, “One love [the love of self] to sacrifice another love is not right!” Selfishness will always bring us down to destruction very quickly. I hope we all can realize that our friends are worth more than what we give them on a day to day basis; they are invaluable.


[This was an essay I wrote for my English Comp 1 Class at Camden County College]

Sunday, July 11, 2010

To Those Wondering About Judging and Matt. 7

[7:1] “Judge not, that you be not judged. [2] For with the judgment you pronounce you will be judged, and with the measure you use it will be measured to you.
(Matthew 7:1-2 ESV)

This is the famous passage that every0ne says "Do not judge anyone." I disagree. I think that we need to read verse 2 along with verse one. By doing that I think we reach a more full picture of what the text is saying.

Verse 2 says: ] For with the judgment you pronounce you will be judged, and with the measure you use it will be measured to you.

I think that this combined with the first verse means that one should not judge by our own standards. Verse 2 warns that what we use to judge other people, is what other people use to judge us. Therefore anyone saved by Jesus NEEDS TO USE SCRIPTURE AS THEIR MEASURING ROD. Any Christian should not object to having their life compared to Scripture at any time. Therefore it should be imperative that Christians use Scripture to judge other Christians, as well as use Scripture to determine what is and is not biblically ethical among our culture as well. If we remain complacent and judge no one, then sin will run rampant in our churches and in our culture.

That said, it is still necessary to introspect before we determine how others compare to Scripture as stated in vs 3-5:

[3] Why do you see the speck that is in your brother's eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye? [4] Or how can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when there is the log in your own eye? [5] You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your brother's eye.
(Matthew 7:3-5 ESV)

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Tuesday, June 15, 2010

My [new] Official Position on "She Said" Jokes

Some recent events have got me thinking about "She said" jokes.

(Pro 6:12) A worthless person, a wicked man, goes about with crooked speech,

Pretty clear huh? I now think so.

There are no redeeming qualities to those jokes. Sexual innuendo and foolishness are the only products of such behavior.

Therefore I will treat these jokes as sinful, both in my life, and in the lives of others. The world will continue to turn [if the Lord wills] without saying "she said" jokes.

Please forgive me for my sinful foolishness. I will now repent, and turn from that kind of behavior

(Pro 16:21) The wise of heart is called discerning, and sweetness of speech increases persuasiveness.

May my words be wise and persuasive, winning people for Christ, and purposefully not identifying myself with the world in this manner.

I give Christ the glory for this victory.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

To Those Who Wonder: My Personal Struggle

I’m not a doctor or physician, but I am in the medical field. I’m a transporter at Kennedy Hospital in Washington Township. I push people back and forth all day from room to test and back again. I like my job and my area of study: Nursing. So I guess you can call me a science guy…and a Christian.

Even with my limited knowledge and understanding of the scientific world, sometimes these two “worldviews” collide. Of course Christ is the Author and Perfecter; He is ruler of my life, not science. But still, these two areas of my life can come into conflict with each other in some areas. Are ‘vegetables’ worthy to spend medical funding on? Do they have souls still? Why should we purposefully prolong their lives? Why try?

Granted, I don't know why I ask these questions, but sometimes I still find myself asking them. As I pull a braindead patient into their bed, sometimes I wonder. I feel terrible, but I wonder. Sometimes I ask God “Why? Why prolong this life? What good can this person do? How are You loving them through this?” Then I stop and pause. I realize that…I just don’t understand God. I don’t always understand why He does what He does. At first this scares me, but then it comforts me. If I always understood Him, then I would be God. Anyone who knows me knows that that isn’t a good scenario!

All throughout the Gospels, I can see that God keeps things hidden only to be shown if He wants it to be known. That is true power. That same power is given to me with salvation; the same Spirit that filled Jesus, fills me. This is Truth. This is what I have to live by in order to remain sane. This is the peace that Christ has given me.

While I don’t have the answers to my own questions earlier, I must ask myself another series of questions: Who am I to judge between life and death? Who am I to judge the degree of God’s love poured out on any given individual? Who am I to judge who has a soul and who doesn’t?

Answer: I am nothing. BUT Christ is everything, including both omniscient and loving. I trust that.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

To Challenge the Logic of my Psychology

The fist thing I'd like to say, is that if my logic isn't sound, let me know via Facebook message or something like that. The last thing I want to do is look like a jerk talking about logic while using logic that is invalid!

Ok, so there are several things that my Psych professor taught that logically makes sense. Let me start off by saying that I believe that if I [or anyone] were to introduce a line of logic that applies to one area, then it would make logical sense to apply it to different areas to see if the logic holds. What this does, to me in a Christian realm, eliminates Moralism, which says "Black, white. Do it." As I'm sure many who read this realize. As a Christian these areas of "gray" fall into the realm of what's called Christian Liberty. This takes anything not directly declared black or white in Scripture and says, "This is a gray area. This is good, and even beneficial to some people, but to others it is sin." Call it a "Relativistic Doctrine" if you want. But even this follows the logic "Not all things are black and white," therefore it is sound.

Ok, the background has been laid down, here's the meat. The most prominent piece of logic that I'd like to challenge has to do with disciplining your children with some type of hitting, spanking, or what have you. He makes his introductory statements consist of many instances where ordinary children are killed by ordinary disciplines [not abusive in nature]. He gives us some statistics and news articles to back up his claims, and then procedes to concoct an allegory of sorts. He calls it "The Lottery Man." This is how the story goes:
Your child disobeys, and needs a spanking. Instead of just spanking the kid, time seems to slow and you pick up the phone and dial "666." This is the number of the Lottery Man. Upon dialing, A man in appears with a large bin full of lottery balls [one million to be in line with calculatory correctness]. The Lottery Man hands you a ball and you write your child's name on it. The Lottery Man says, "If I pick this ball out of the million contained in my container, then I take your child and lop his head off. But if I don't your child will live to see another disciplining." You pick a ball, and it's blank. The Lottery Man disappears and life continues as normal. It comes time for another spanking, and the same scenario plays out. Soon enough, you end up picking the ball with your child's name on it, and the Lottery Man goes up to your child and cuts his head off. The head then proceeds to bounce across the floor as the Lottery Man laughs at the deed.

That's the end of the story. The story if followed by my professor saying, "Now, you must admit, even if there were 1/1,000,000 chances that you would kill your child accidentally when disciplining them, you'd never hit them again, and believe me, the odds are much greater than that!"

This is the line of logic I'd like to challenge. I challenge it, not because that in this particular instance it's wrong. On the contrary! While it may not be practical, it is at least logical. But it doesn't follow "Jesse's rule for sound logic."

Why? you may ask? Here's why:
Because even though that logic is sound, it should be tested in other areas of his mind. For instance, in any case where there is a small percentage of possible destruction, his logic would say, do not participate. Therefore activities such as driving a car, having gas/electric heat, going out in the sun, eating, drinking, and breathing are all included in that realm. pretty much living is included in that realm. To be more specific, we can narrow the list down to only driving and heating the home, since those have ramifications outside of ourselves. I'm trying to do that in all fairness.

But one area that I think that culture in general would disagree with is that of premarital birth control. Ooooh I said it.
Even with things like condoms and other forms of birth control, there is still a small percentage of STDs that can be transmitted and become infectious. Therefore using birth control is pointless, but so would having sex. Even moreso for the latter.
This poses a new problem. The whole concept of evolutionary thinking is that of Survival of the Fittest, rather the ones that are more likely to reproduce are the ones that will pass down more viable genes to create a better species down the road.
If there is potential to give/contract an STD through sex, then according to his original logic of not participating in something harmful if there is even a small percentage of possibility of that chance occurring, then the very purpose of evolution [which is the religion to which he subscribes] is null, void, and impractical!!!!
Wow, fun huh?

Anyway, I'm not going to even try to create a logical way of thinking to come up with a solution for his statistics on child disciplining. All I'll stick to for that area are the bounds given to me and Scripture.

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Monday, March 8, 2010

To Those of Us Who Need to Become Active Redeemers

Life changing events are some of the most dangerous things one could encounter. These decisions may not necessarily be extraordinarily different from other garden variety experiences, but they carry much more weight to them. These decisions will carry with you for the rest of your life, and you will have to try very hard to change back to the opposite of what you've chosen [if what you've chosen is the wrong choice].

It would be wrong of me to say "These choices define the way your life will play out," because...it's not true. If I said that, then I would be stealing power away from a sovereign God, and that's just wrong. We can't let Life Changing Events define who we are or what we will be, but neither can we act like they never happened, because that would ruin opportunities for us to change and grow and persevere.
Rom 5:3 More than that, we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance,
Rom 5:4 and endurance produces character, and character produces hope,
So what is this hope we have? If we endure these trials for Jesus' sake, then will we have any hope left?

The hope we have is in Jesus and only in Him. Jesus redeemed us all with His blood. He lived a life we cannot live. He died a death we should have died. He paid a price we deserved to pay.That price was death.

The Bible teaches that the life is in the blood. We know that to be pretty much Truth today. Without blood, there is no oxygen transfer without that we would stop functioning [die]. So there's no reason not to believe that teaching. When Jesus shed His blood, He shed His life. There is only one reason in the entire universe [which is His by the way] is because He loves us and does NOT want us to spend eternity separated from Him.

re·deem

tr.v. re·deemed, re·deem·ing, re·deems
  1. To recover ownership of by paying a specified sum.

The specified sum, is a perfect sacrifice. All of Scripture points to Jesus as the only perfect sacrifice that would meet God's standard of perfection. Jesus redeemed us with His sacrifice.

I submit that the least we can do for Jesus is to allow Him to redeem things through us as we live our lives daily.
Music.
Friends.
Video Games.
Family.
School.
Work.
All can be redeemed by Jesus through us, His servants.
Lets get our there and use our own Life Changing Experiences to better other people, rather than ourselves; to be outward redeemers, rather than selfish fools.

Monday, February 22, 2010

To Those Who Do Whatever

"1Co 10:31 So, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God."

This verse, as many others, transcends generations. I've heard this verse taught wrong all my life by Christian institutions, and I'm getting annoyed. This passage is in the context of Christian Liberty and conscience.
Christ has set us free. Has opened up a choice that we never had before: the choice to do good, or evil. Before we were enslaved to various passions [Titus 3:3], but the passages that speak of Christ setting us free from those lusts are all over the place [2 Cor. 3:17, Gal. 2:4, 5:1, etc.].
In everything we have this choice now. In every situation there is a choice to do good, as well as a choice to do selfishness. That is what this verse means.
But that is not what I have been taught all these years. The legalists tell me that we don't have this freedom that Christ gave us. They say that we can only do good, and when we fail, we change our relationship with God. Does this make sense? Did Jesus pay for only some of our sins on the cross? No...He paid for all of them. He chose death for my eternal life, that can't be taken back. That's pretty "all or nothing". God never moves farther from me, if anything I move farther from Him.
When I choose myself over Jesus, God doesn't say, "Dang, oh well. I'm leaving!" He's a fighter, and He'd die to get me back...quite literally.
These are the reasons why Scripture says "whatever you do" not "don't do this in order to glorify God". Reason being, there's a choice for Jesus in every situation, and it's our responsibility as Christians to take those opportunities, or consciously walk away from Jesus. That's what life comes down to.

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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

To those who are for both morality and themselves: Selective Morality

Tonight, as I was listening to a conversation some of my friends were having concerning alcohol, I thought of this "selective morality" concept. It is exactly what it sounds like: people who are ok abiding by the "rules" in one area of life, yet not willing to abide by the "rules" in other areas of sin that they enjoy.
We all do this to a degree, but I've been finding this particular area of "theology" particularly perplexing pertaining to witnessing to my friends. Like the conversation I witnessed tonight, about underage drinking. Statements like "Yeah, it was the worst decision I made in my life. I was throwing up all night" and "My parents can't tell me what to do. They try, but they don't really care if I go out drinking with my friends" make me get the shivers. I mean, these people are underage so they're breaking the law, but with little or no conviction.
Also, I overheard another conversation that sounded like this: "When you sleep with your boyfriend, does he sleep naked? I find it so annoying when they just walk around naked all the time."
Yeah, I just didn't know what to think about that. I mean these people seem really nice, and are really nice on the outside, but are selectively moral on the inside.
As I mentioned earlier, we all do this. That's why we need to be so careful. We have a tendancy to be a totally different person on Facebook than in person. When we're on the internet, we have the tendency to be "morally selective". People are cursing and talking about things that I never would hear them say back when I went to Christian school.
We have an obligation to Jesus to be all or none. He doesn't want us on the fence. He wants us to make a decision, yes or no for Jesus. That's what we all, saved and unsaved alike, to do. We are designed to have an innate desire to worship, just be sure you worship the right thing:
Jesus

Conflict Theory

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Kill the babies, kill the babies


This is a video blog entry about one of the problems in my sociology class. it's really disturbing as far as i'm concerned

Monday, November 16, 2009

Tolerance today, is king

It's amazing how the world changes. One day people tell you "There's so much pressure on you to conform to the world".
Then when you actually go out into the world, the world tells you "Tolerance! It doesn't matter who you are or what you think! Tolerance!"
Is there any way to fix this problem?
I think a lot of people who preach the first phrase are either speaking from experience of scare tactics. I'm not gonna discredit them completely, because there really are people who try to make you conform to whatever they want you to conform to.
But also, many of those people who are using the first phrase as scare tactics, generally are lie-ers. First off, if they're trying to scare you, they're not really giving you a choice. They're the ones that are very closed minded people. But you know what's a shame? Many of these people are in Christian circles. They are so concerned about "not looking like the world" or "not thinking like the world" or "don't give in to the world's style of music", that they're willing to take their eyes off of Jesus in order to accomplish their agenda.
Shame on them!
The truth is, there aren't really that many people out there trying to get you to think "their way". What is happening, though, is this:
"It's ok to believe what you believe, but just accept everyone else in the process"
This is a twisted form of tolerance. It's twisted because by attempting to be "tolerant", they are not tolerating those who aren't tolerant!
So technically, yes they are trying to get you to believe what they want you to believe, but tolerance isn't normally mentioned outside a religious context.
People just don't care what you look like, what music you listen to, etc...
This is what I'm referring to when i say "there's no pressure"
You can basically do what you want without anyone talking to you about it.
This is a problem though.
As a Christian, I don't really want to be "tolerant". To me, there IS a right way and a wrong way. I'm not going to "tolerate [or "allow"]" someone else to believe something other than Christ.
Why?
Because I don't want them to go to hell!
Does this mean I'm always upset with someone or angry at someone or not willing to talk to someone just because they don't believe in Jesus? NOOOOOOOO...
If that were the case, I wouldn't really be living a Christian life!
Therefore, tolerance is not something to be admired necessarily, rather, Jesus is to be desired. And to desire Jesus is to admire both bold/in your face while at the same time gentle and loving.
But please, don't sacrifice one or the other!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

to those falling asleep in the pew

Alright everyone, we have a problem. We got people all around us who are believing lies about Jesus and we're ok with that as Christians.
WWHHHHAAAAAATTTTT!!!???
Yeah that's right, you all heard me.
Last week in Sociology, we watched this movie called "Zeitgeist". We watched the first portion entitled "The Greatest Story Ever Told". This section was on religion. My professor prefaced the movie with, "I was talking to a Methodist minister, and he said all the facts presented in this movie are true."
So basically we got 40 people watching this movie, but now they're not just watching it like they normally would. Now they're watching it thinking everything presented in this movie is fact and truth.
This is the link for part 1 of 3: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61ReohCr35U
I would encourage all of you to watch all three parts.
What you will find is a 20 minute string of mostly lies.
The individual who put out this video makes some pretty amazing claims about several religious historical figures. All you have to do is some research on any of these people in the movie and you will find most of the facts presented are falsities.
Now, I assume that by this point you have taken some time to watch these movies.
Now try to picture yourself in my shoes:
1: Possibly the only Christian in a room of 40+ people
2: The 40+ people thinking the movie is truth
3: the 40+ people laughing and mocking Jesus out loud as the movie progresses

This is a really hard situation to be in, but it happens.
I'm finding that when I'm vocal in class, stuff like this happens all the time, but most of us Christians just don't vocalize like we should.
Wouldn't it be amazing if the GCCS Senior class graduates with 3 of their class moving on to Camden County College. What if at least one of them gets my professor. What if that one person takes the stand that I am trying to take? I think that that will have an impact on my Professor b/c I just don't think he ever faces opposition that can actually defend their point!
Any way, I hope that you guys are disturbed at this point by the movie and the lack of Christians acting like Christians these days.
"This is a call, to the Faithful. With outstretched arms, to the faithless."- Inhale/Exhale
Please guys, talk with me about what we can be doing to change the world. The first century church did it, why can't we?

Saturday, November 14, 2009


I'm just going to take a moment to say "I love you" to my most amazing girlfriend ever! She's my favorite little darling i ever did see, and she's very precious to me!
These are some of the reasons I love her so much:
She loves me
She loves Jesus
She's sweet
She's kind
She's lovely
She's patient
She's respectable
She's got an interesting sense of style
She's got a lot of experience with kids
She's an amazing communicator
She's absolutely cootsie-boo
She puts up with my strange sense of humor
She laughs my favorite laughs of all time
She's a good and faithful friend
She's there for me
She never gets tired of saying "I love you too"
She likes hugs
She's super smart
She's amazing at art
She's great at make up
She changes her hair color all the time
She's never the same 2 days in a row
She's great with people
She thinks I'm cute
She sings real pretty
She's sophisticated and simple all at once
She's not afraid of surprising me sometimes
She's not afraid I'll hurt her
She trusts me
She's got a purple van
She loves her little Gumbo [hamster]
She makes Alfredo
She bakes awesome 3 layer chocolate/cheesecake cake
She goes green
She likes taking pictures [unfortunately her camera's broke right now :( ]
She's a night person
She cares about people
She likes my friends
She thinks like no one else thinks
She lights up my life
She's not afraid of leg warmers
She's easy to cherish
She's gonna be a good wife and I love my Hannah Jane Schweigart with all my heart. I'd do anything for her, including dying to save her.
Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends.-John 15:13
And because of this verse, i can without a doubt say I love you!
Love w/all my heart,
Jesse Avery Gruber
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Love in the Garden

i'm just gonna make a couple comments on the Garden of Eden.
I think that many people, including myself, forget who God is. We don't see His might, power, and love in every act He does. I think that's a problem, for if God is not all of His attributes at all times, then is He God?
There's a statement that I'd agree with saying that "God is bound by His attributes." This is true, because every act God wills to come about, cannot contradict who He is at any given time.
SO, we'd live differently if we took the time to delve into some specific acts of God throughout Scripture just to see how many different attributes we can find!
This time we're gonna look at the act of God kicking Adam and Eve out of the Garden.
Love-
God's love is often not seen in acts where He is pouring judgement on someone or something, but it is indeed here in the Garden. Gen 3:22 Then the LORD God said, "Behold, the man has become like one of us in knowing good and evil. Now, lest he reach out his hand and take also of the tree of life and eat, and live forever--Gen 3:23 therefore the LORD God sent him out from the garden of Eden to work the ground from which he was taken.
Gen 3:24 He drove out the man, and at the east of the garden of Eden he placed the cherubim and a flaming sword that turned every way to guard the way to the tree of life. "

This right here is amazing, and often overlooked. This passage says that God kicked them out of the Garden of Eden. But this was not a punishment for them. it was protection for them.
You see, if God had allowed Adam and Eve to continue living in the Garden with their sinful state, they would still be able to eat of the tree of life. If they did that, they'd live on earth for eternity with the curse! No good at all.
So instead, God chose to remove them from the Garden. In doing so, He allowed them live their lives and die, rather than live in sinful bodies forever! Pretty cool huh? Especially since we know that God didn't just kick them out to die, He also made provision for them to reach heaven.

What a wonderful God we have!!

Hopefully i'll get to do more of these little blurbs cause there's just so much to write about i could sit here for hours!
Thanks for reading and drop me a facebook message letting me know what you thought!!!

Friday, November 6, 2009

to my friends that are still interested in my sociology updates

well
i don't even know what to say.
it's amazing the power that a teacher has over the class. it kind of scares me. like today [11/6-09] we talked about religion. about half way through the class the girl next to me noticed i hadn't been putting in my input, but also noticed that i was definitely not buying in to anything he was saying. she looks at me and says, "so what do you think?"
i said, "he's got some really foolish arguments." and i laugh
she says, "yeah i'm dumb, i really don't know what's going on, but i believe what he's saying because i don't know the other side of the argument."
wow.
so i really felt bad for her so i started to get a little more involved, but also being very cautious due to the raised tension level in class.
so i picked started formulating little discussions in my head while he was talking about Jericho.
he said that God told Joshua to go in and kill all those in Jericho so that the Israelites could get the land.
so he got to a point where he asked me what i thought.
i asked, "did everyone in Jericho die when the Israelites conquered it?"
he said historically yes.
so i'm pausing trying to think of what history books even talk about this event, and he just skips on to another subject while i just look at him puzzled.
the truth is, everyone in Jericho didn't die.
Rahab was saved due to her [very little] service to the Lord.
God was kind to her because she hopped on His bandwagon, unlike the rest of Jericho.
amazingly she is also included in the line of Jesus if i'm not mistaken [see Matt. 1:5].
so i really wasn't able to speak into that one at all.
so they started talking about God being a bully when he destroyed Sodom and Gomorrah. again he said that everyone was killed, so God wasn't gracious.
again, the Bible says that Abraham intercede for the cities many times. God in His graciousness decided to "barter" with Abraham as to the number of people willing to follow God. the number ended up at Lot.
so, again, God saved Lot, the only one that would've followed God.
this story shows us God knows the hearts of man including their intents.
but he never gave me a chance to speak.
so he gravitated to the issue of inequality of women.
he said that God thinks women are second to men and thus inequal.
he then quoted part of the passage including the "wives submit to your husbands" passage and left it there.
i [thinking of pastor phil's message on sunday concerning submission] immediately raised my hand and asked "does submission have anything to do with equality?"
he told me he didn't understand.
so i said that the phrase right after that says, "husbands love your wives"
and everyone started talking at once saying that that doesn't mean anything because husbands who beat their wives claim that they love them.
i said "yeah but are they showing it?"
everyone got quiet and Baron [my prof] switched subjects again.
so i never really got a chance to say anything that i would've considered profitable, but at this moment i'm sitting next to one of my friends that just talked to me about my opinion on all of this. so we just talked about Jesus.
yay.
one small victory as far as i'm concerned, but mayb God's got something bigger.
i hope so.
message me on facebook if you have any more thoughts or questions. i left out a lot of details. like this girl who was arguing for Christianity, but only spoke from what her pastor said, not about the Bible or any historical evidence. so yeah.
message me [with encouragement would be best!].

Monday, November 2, 2009

To thank those who love Jesus, and to admonish those who don't

there are two kinds of people: those who love Jesus and those who don't. those who love Jesus do not have "unity" in mind per se. no, these Christians, as we are called, have one end all goal: to be like Jesus. to be honest, being like Jesus trumps all other desires. unity is not the end all goal. if unity is the only thing Christians strive for, then Christ is not where He needs to be.
see this picture?
these fountains are in unity. they are all coming from different angles at different times at different intensities, but you know what? they're in unity...and it's gorgeous.
unity doesn't call for agreement, it calls for humility.
Eph 4:1 I therefore, a prisoner for the Lord, urge you to walk in a manner worthy of the calling to which you have been called,
Eph 4:2 with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love,
Eph 4:3 eager to maintain the unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace.
Eph 4:4 There is one body and one Spirit--just as you were called to the one hope that belongs to your call--
Eph 4:5 one Lord, one faith, one baptism,
Eph 4:6 one God and Father of all, who is over all and through all and in all.

i ask, what comes before the mention of unity? humility, gentleness, patience, and love. these things are followed by the pursuit of unity.
clearly there are guidelines as to how unity is to be brought about, but unfortunately we're all big wads of ego and want our own version of unity, not the "one body, one Spirit, one hope, one Lord, one faith, one baptism, one God and Father." that Scripture calls for. we'd rather interject our thought's over God's; a very dangerous place to be.

humility is first and foremost. if we recognize ourselves as the authors of unity, we will provide a cicumstance for disunity and arrogance rather than humility.

this is where we are most likely to err, so i would encourage all in the quest for unity to first off seek humility in the life of Jesus and throughout the Scriptures. also remember that God is the author of order and unity, and that nothing will come about without Him making it go down.